This is awkward, like the word awkward itself...or like the awkward first kiss or the first phone call. There's always a first time isn't it?...a beginning for something. I am not sure how this is going to be...this blogging. I've always been fascinated with the idea or writing journals but posting it on the internet and making it quite public is apprehensive. But I'll be courageous now for I've accused myself of being mentally feeble, cold, shy and one with a low self esteem. May be shyness is just an over-sensitivity issue. I don't know. All I yearn for is to break free. I feel I need acceptance but don't want to be a part of the crowd either. I don't even want to stand out extra smart. I suppose I still need time to sort myself out. I don't believe being yourself is so difficult, is it? Because it's too easy to create a scorecard and overlook the ones who have the biggest troubles.
I hate the fact that I've used so many ''I''s in my first post on life in my blog...I am not so full of myself. Ah well... take it with a pinch of salt, will you? :)